i treat tumblr as a diary really. i know that no one pays attention to me anyways, and if they do they could care less. thats okay tho, whenever someone new comes into my life i try not to get attached because they always leave. the only person who hasnt left is courtney. thank the lord i have her, cause everyone else? they leave, within minutes, or hours, or days, or weeks, or months, or years, but they do leave, and when they do it hits me hard.. the worst part is thinking that half the people that were in my life actually cared, because they dont, and thats why they left.