i treat tumblr as a diary really. i know that no one pays attention to me anyways, and if they do they could care less. thats okay tho, whenever someone new comes into my life i try not to get attached because they always leave. the only person who hasnt left is courtney. thank the lord i have her, cause everyone else? they leave, within minutes, or hours, or days, or weeks, or months, or years, but they do leave, and when they do it hits me hard.. the worst part is thinking that half the people that were in my life actually cared, because they dont, and thats why they left.
i wanna find someone who is always going to be there when i need them, not when they choose to be there. i want someone who isnt ashamed to be with me and thinks im beautiful. i just need him to want to be there. whats the point of this relationship if i always have to ask where i stand with you? it simply makes no sense to me. we were going to well. than all of a sudden things changed. i have to question everything say to you. i just want you to be there and to wanna be with me. cause right now, it feels like your just waiting for the perfect time to break up with me. but hey, i guess things happen for a reason. and honestly i wish they didnt.
A sixth grader’s advice to future sixth graders.
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Damn, kid. You speak truth.
(via my-un-fairytale)